(Not in chronological order)
Reason # ...
1- When I went to Rosemere High school, my first thought was, get me outta that school i hate it here! But they decided
to leave me there and then they were disapointed cuz i had poor grades. Well wtf! don't be disapointed in me! I did my best!
2- My mom found out I was going out with a couple of guys that year.. then she gave me shit and called me a whore.. well
it's not my fault I lost weight and got pretty!
3- I went out with Martin and she didn't like him. So then she forbid me to go to his house. I went, she found out and
went through my diaries to find that I wanted to have sex. Two things in one night.. How great is that? She then called me
an even bigger whore. Thanks mom.
4- I take singing lessons since that year.. she always whines that she has to give me lifts, but yet she wants me to
take the lessons. ~What are you whining for?? Would you be happy if I stopped and became a hobo? ~
I wanna be a singer, nothing else. Which by the way, my mom gets angry cuz she doesnt believe that I could be a singer. ~When
I'll be one, don't come begging for money~
5- She doesn't work, so she's always home, going through my stuff and doing nothing of her life then whines about
being home and doing stuff for us all the time. And check this out! she wants me to get a job! well get one, and i'll get
6- She's obessed about cleaning the house and she always has somethin to clean, even if its already clean.
7- She was happy when Martin broke up with me and told me it was MY fault and that I probably
did something wrong.
8- She pretends to be my friend, and all of a sudden goes and tells my dad I've been a bad little girl.
9- She hates it when I'm inside on the computer but hates it when I'm outside having some fun.
10- She made me have bloodtests cuz she thought I was on hard drugs. ~WTF!!~
My tests came out negative but she says that she believes that those tests are wrong.
11- She made me see a psycholagist because she thought I had issues. Once the psycho told my mom that
I was a totally normal girl, just wanting to reach the outside world and wanting to make mistakes of my own, my
mom fired the lady. When she told me she fired her, she told me that the lady had issues... everyone has issues except herself!!
12- She tells me that she wants me home at a time, if I'm a minute late, I'm grounded.
13- She sees me as a freaking 10 year old and to her I'll never be perfect enough, unlike my older brother : mr. pot
head, mr. always on the computer, mr always out, mr can do anything he wants, mr comes back home drunk and still
is perfect, mr never does anything and gets away with it. I guess I hate him aswell.
14- I came back home drunk twice in my whole life, I wasn't sick tho, and I'm a trouble maker cuz of that... I'd say
that I'm an angel compare to most girls my age... i dont go to clubs, I don't do drugs, I don't smoke cigs, I don't drink
anymore cuz I know Ill just be in even BIggEr shit if I do! Wow my life is boring...
15- I can't sleep at other people's houses cuz she thinks I'll have sex with anyone, even girls.
16- She doesn't like me being at guys houses, yet she'd rather let me walk around in the streets all day with a
guy she barely knows.
17- I can't eat out without her knowing where I am, then she spies on my transactions bills and gives me shit if
theres something i didnt tell her about.
18- I'm obligated to go to the movies with them when they say so or else they'll ground me for a couple of weeks.
19- Whenever I'm grounded, and ask my mom if I can go out, and that she tells me yes, whenever I come
back home my dad is there ready to tell me that I'm grounded and that I was'nt supose to go out.
20- Whenever my mom and dad argue when I'm home or not, it's my fault cuz my dad is nervous because I get
him nervous ~ ho brother, why don't you accuse the neighbour instead? It would be the same thing~
21- I never buy a lot of things, whenever I spend a bit, they make me feel guilty.
22- They didn't want me to learn how to drive before, when I acctualy had a lot of money in my checking account, and
they don't mind if I learn how to drive now.. now that I don't have much money anymore.
23- My mom decided to pay my dancing lessons, now she uses it to tell me that I should be nice to her
cuz she pays me things.
24- Whenever I cry for some reason, she asks me why I'm crying. I tell her, and she tells me I deserve it.
Then, whenever she cries, she wants me to have pitty for her.
25- Even if I try my best at school, and I get one thing that's under 70%, my mom tells me that I could do better. Yet
she sucked at school and didn't finish college.